Wednesday, April 11, 2007

a break from my hw for a while. sch's been not smooth on the late. having conflicts with another class' girls. other that that, i've got very shallow minded classmates. and some things which after some thinking.. made me felt so sad.
having conflicts with other class girls. well. i had tolerated all their nonsense. they had started from michelle. calling us bitches, sluts and wadeva not. that day mich cldnt stand it and quarreled in the maths lesson. and the teacher jus pretended he din hear anything. was it right? bud that's not the main point. i admit i was bad. i called someone who was bigger in size FAT, and FATTIE. i was damn pissed after the floorball teacher had insisted that me and hannah write a withdrawal letter and that she said SOMEONE had complaint to her that we were using the name of FLOORBALL to skip pe lessons. i bet it was no one bud that girl. bud. it's over. i sincerely apologise for such a personnal attack. bud even if i was wrong, u were nv right either. not speaking abt u not being the one wo had complaint to the teacher, bud rather, u'd always nv been kind with ur words to anyone whom u saw. i've heard u speaking ill of others, be it u noe, or not. i hope u'll repent. if not, wad comes around goes around. u need to be taught a lesson.
shallow minded classmates. a few chats with a new classmate means i'm a flirt? who defines it that way? wad abt the other girls who purposely sit with him and talk to him? i'm not angry actually. cuz i have every rights to do anything i wan. bud come to think of it, hey pple. u are already nineteen, at least. one of u are even at least abt a year older or so. talking to guys and i'm desperate? jus coz i've broken up with my boyfren means i'm flirting? so wad abt those who has a boyfren and FLIRTS publicly? the thought of how u pple think really irks me.
a fren. i've always thought that this fren of mine(regardless of girl or guy, let this fren be a she) would be a quite or rather very close fren. bud the actions that this fren has been carrying out haf been a letdown. i did not expect her actions and words to be this way. are we really her frens? if so, why is she this way? i nv ever wanted to doubt any fren of mine. cuz they are my frens. and i respect and love them for who they are. be it their principles, temper, character. i let them do wad they like and they want. though i'm naggy, bud at the end of the day, i jus wanted to best for them. no harm intended. bud it seems like this fren of mine.. her actions and words.. are so opposing towards me. i'm not sensitive. i've had a discussion over this matter. and realised that i'm not the only one who thinks so. sighs. her words and actions are greatly looked down by me now. sighs. i dunno wad i've got more to sae abt this fren.
hmmmmms. had my braces colour changed to GREEEN. i think it's those kinda luminous kind. not those that glow but those brighter ones. =)) having terrible menstrual cramps. =((

mood swings. deep thoughts. unhappy events. leave me alone please.

4/11/2007 09:35:00 PM

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