Wednesday, November 08, 2006

its our first month. =))
i had wanted to sms him on 7/11/06 at 12.16am. bud i fell asleep. =(( bud anyway. after sch, i took 66 to je to buy him the fish and chips. den i took a cab down to his place. cuz i was afraid the food would turn cold. i din buy my share cuz i was kinda broke. hehs. den we ate, share la. den play a bit of game. den it rained. so i wanted to go home. before that, i deleted the folder of my pics and his favs of my blogs. cuz i saw HER photos. i was really unhappy. i couldnt even smile. cant even fake it. den after that, i went home. it was raining and he accompanied me to the station. den we played in the rain. hehs. =D was splashing water at each other. i really enjoyed myself. why is it that he can bring my spirits so high up and make me not even wan to smile at all? hmmm. we shopped arnd the station and i went home.
jus a few mins before 7/11/2006.. i was still thinking that, if me and him hadnt broke up, we wld have been together for 3 years. den, he msged me," a few more mins to the end of 7/11/2006" bud i jus replied a smile and asked abt his exams. the feeling was so weird when i saw his name on the msg. he? he actually remembered? bud i guess it's just too late. i cant take back my heart. my heart's locked up with dino. bud neither do i wan to take away. wad's meant to be would be meant to be. he can only blame himself.
it's a short month. i dunno why. bud it seems like just a few daes back. hmmm. i wanna change. i dun wanna be so petty. bud i just cant seem to change. it's not nice to not have the special day feeling todae. it just seems normal. if i noe earlier, i dun agree so fast. wait til after his exams den agree. =(( humphs!
i love dar. happy first month. =))

11/08/2006 12:26:00 AM

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