Wednesday, October 11, 2006

dear diary.
i'm feeling happy and excited now. bud of course, tired too.
i'm so happy todae cuz me and han found out that it was our first movie together. and she was jus sitting next to me! bud anyway. i really like her alot. bud i'm always feeling that i am not worthy her frenship. cuz she is such a nice girl. yet i cant give her my very best. i'm excited cuz tml's her bdae. i'm not pretty sure how's she feeling right now. is she as happy as like me when it was my bdae? or it's jus like another dae to her? i've tried my very best to make her happy. get jude to do things himself- which she wanted, and get as many pple as posssible to wish her happy birthdae. she said she wanted many pple to wish her. it's jus the same as me! bud anyway. i'm really happy. bud i'm feeling so sorry that i cant give her the present i wanted to give her tml. it's the tot that counts rite? i hope so.
i'm feeling happy todae cuz dar and i walked arnd ps shopping for things leisurely and happily. we are jus like any "newly-weds" that are together. hand in hand, sticking so tightly to each other. =) when we were at carrefour, we bought the maggi, chose the sushi like it's for our dinner! and when we had our dinner at shengsiong there.. we were sharing the food. and living in our own world. den he walked me home. it was always a looooong journey which i dreaded to walk everytime. bud it seemed so short, so enjoyable when it was with him. i enjoyed his company. i enjoyed his warmth and love he gave me. even when i was afraid that going home wld get scoldings from my mum, it din mattered at all. cuz.. it's for him. it's for benson. and it's worthwhile.
dear diary. pls let hannah enjoy her dae tml. hopefully she can, she will promote up to year 3. and me too. we shall promote together. i really love her lots. and of course, i love ben too. =)

10/11/2006 01:28:00 PM

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